Don't you hate it when you make a solemn agreement with someone, and it just seems like their not holding their end up? I certainly do
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Fuck sakes, I said to the boyfriend (of four years) that I to feel like he wants to spend time with me etc, this all spawned off of something I said this morning "Can't you just take one day off the gym to hang out with me?" to which he replied "no". Of course this, really stung. He goes on to mention (later) that he's a creature of habit etc etc and he tries to stay busy because of some stuff that has happened the last couple months or so. Yeah I get that, but that's not a good reason to neglect time with your girlfriend which you apparently love and want to spend time with. So you know what he suggests? "Oh, when we get home this evening, we can watch a movie together and on Tuesday morning (when I am off work) lets grab a coffee" like some fucking quick fix shit. I was like "yeah fine". Come on. I feel like if I was gone for a month he wouldn't give a shit. Maybe I fucking should go for a month, somewhere far away where I don't have to be depressed by him, my parents or any of that shit. I need a goddamn LONG vacation.
Birdhouse
Abūtan Mē
- Hammerkast
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- Not too much to say as of yet. Just a metalsmithing student on a heathen path.Herbalism interests me a lot, and I have started to really get into now. I have a plethora of interests: language- been learning Danish now for almost three years (rather leisurely), though haven't been as diligent as I should have- including the aforementioned and Old English (Anglo Saxon), Books- I would own a library by now if they weren't so damn expensive, Heathenism and the old ways, (the) Lore and old manuscripts and mythologies, Runelore, Herbalism, Music- Metal such as folk and viking (Týr!!), folk music in general. Those are just a few of many.
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2 comments:
Come visit!
Seriously though I went through almost this exact same thing with my husband after we were together 4 or 5 years. It is like some weird relationship bottleneck that happens to a lot of people. You both have to be on board with similar priorities for it to work for many more years. Time for a series of long sit down chats maybe? Better that then increasing dissatisfaction and distance.
Sometimes I think there must be easier ways then the deep soul searching crap but unfortunately hitting someone with a shovel is considered assault...
(And really if you ever did want to come crash here for a month vacation you could.) *hugs*
Yeah I actually heard that just the other day somewhere. Four years is apparently one of those crossroads in a relationship. A make or break moment if you will.
I'm not exactly a guru on relationships, but open, honest communication can solve most problems in a relationship if you can summon the bravery to do it.
Hope you work it out in one way or another. You can't go around being depressed all the time. :(
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