Well, here's a solution

Today the boyfriend and I had a long talk.

In the end, we both decided it would be good to have a break. I know if we don't, it'll end up in flames because we are both getting to our end. I have been an emotional wreck and I am taking it out on the poor man. I am not at all usually like that and I realise how I was and I hated it, but I didn't know what else to do.

Unfortunately it couldn't have come at a worse time. I was just about to lease a horse (well, it's a good thing I wasn't already), so I had to cancel that. I was just offered a job in Newfoundland for the month, which I turned down and they are leaving today. My parent's relationship is pretty much dead and I need to move out for a while. Which means I need to reconcile my job somehow. I don't know if I have been there long enough to take a LOA (leave of absence) and I doubt there are any jobs in Truro I can take. I hope I can get a job there, anyway. I can think of a couple possible options.

Anyway, it's shitty, but it needs to happen. We both still love each other to death, we are just about to kill each other is all :P